kebosanan tahap maksima

Hari ni sungguh bosan giler.. smpi2 ofis jer..sume sistem down. .takleh nak connect dgn HQ server...
Patutnya bestlah kan.. blh surf net. .tapinya aku tak tahu nak surf apa lagi..rasa mcm sume dah hbs surf.....
Mlm semalam abg aku dtg umah...aku sebenarnya mcm hangin gak ler.. ada ker.. dtg umah pkl 10..klu dah gitu pkl brape nak baliknya.. penat beb.. esoknya kan nak kejer..
Hari ni sebenarnya nak habiskan sume outstanding.. tapi nak buek camano..

frustrated :-)

Hmms how do i begin with...

Not long ago I placed an order for a shoes. The step is to view which one you want, check if there is any size available and inform one of the runner here..
She takes an order for us here, place an order on the website and you just wait for your shoes to arrive..

But unfortunately the shoes arrives.. sgt lah lmbtnya.. mcm2 masalah plak yg timbul..
Smpi aku rasa mcm something fishy... and ask her.. klu lmbt sgt dptnya.. cancel jer lah.. at least dptlah duit balik..
Thru the website tu.. harganya murah. around 15 usd jer..pastu dah tmbh tax, shipping, handling pastu postage charge ke jb lg.. dah mahal..all in all. dkt 150 gak ler... yang tak tahan tu.. cost shipping ker jb..aku suh pakai poslaju.baru 6.50.. pastu dia kata nak guna express.. jdnya charge 15 hinggit.. bila smpi aku tgk shipping tu baru 8.40...apa kebendanya tu..

Tapi aku sabarkan gak.. kot2 ler kasut tu cantik... tp bila smpi.. alahai.. kualiti buruk ok..
hampeh.. and made it china...klu made in china tapi buatannya tu ok.. takpelah gak kan.. ini seriously mmg buruk...ada stain gam terkeluar lagi, and kasut tu.. ada part yg mcm dah faded..seriously guys..avoid buying stuff from this website.. http://www.gojane.com/.
Kasut tu.. buruknya.. mcm kasut kat kedai2 murah yg jual semua barangan dr china ...

Dr duit tu korang beli kasut dr tmpt tu.. baik amik kat vincci..or primavera.. more comfy and cun.

Aku pun tak tahu apsal blh terpengaruh beli brg tu..:-(

ni gmbrnya..

sad news

Yesterday, the news broke... one of my ex colleageu has been diagnoses with lung cancer stage 4.. and to make it worse.. it already spread to her liver and bone marrow..
For those who know her, she's an active person since high schooll..representing Johor state in lots of sports....
And up until now, she's also very health concious, non smoking and always watch her eating habits...
No sweet drinks and oily food...and normally her dinner would be fresh milk and apple..

She began to get sick in the month of ramadan where she had a cough but not cure yet until now, and when she went for a check up.. her body already yellowish and her liver is swollen...and now she's unconcious...

Things that makes me sad is that she had a 4 year old son and 18 month old daughter....

How can they cope with this...and what will happen next... will she be alright.. and what's her chances in life...

All this things makes me think.. that never take your life for granted..always pray to Allah for your safety and take care of your health...

Relief????

I should be relief right now since the exam has finish...but for the last paper yesterday, it was very hard.
None ofthe question I've expected to come out.. and to make it worse, the lecturer only sent the notes to us saying that the exam will cover only 3 chapter..while aku dengan rajinnya dah cover sume chapter.. rasa nya total 9 of them kot..
If only he could announce it earlier, at least I can fully concentrate on that part only.
But the truth is... its really hard... Now everybody was praying that he would be not so straight when marking our paper..

By the way, it rains heavily yesterday. All the roads in JB is jammed. I only reached home at 6.45 while my sister have to go through jammed from 6 to 7.30 p.m..

Now in JB everyday is raining... and I think now we have to be prepared for a flood..

sama tapi tak serupa

sama tak rupa kami.. me pakai baju coklat while my sister berbaju merah..until now, there are lots of frens.. mine and hers confused about us..

even sometimes her frens comes to me... and after i said.. no.. i'm not jafiezah.. barulah dia org percaya..

this things always happen to us.. and sometimes people can't reconize our voices too in the phone...

anyway.. me and my sister.. our age gap is three years...

bergelut.

As at now, to be exact in a few hours and next week, i'll be sitting to the examination hall...
the paper are adv. software engineering, adv.database, and adv comp. network...
wish me luck...
May I get a full A for all the subject... Amin....

cravingg.

semenjak nak dekat exam ni.. tersangatlah rasa craving benda manis2.

nak frappucino ler.. nak rocky road ler..nak coklat ler...

tapi semenjak coklat ada melamine.. aku haramkan diri aku dr memakanny...

wa tak nak sakit ler..

tapi tengahari tadi.. aku telah berjaya minum toffee nut frappucino @ starbucks..

heaven gitu... cumanya aku rasa manis skt...tetap tak leh lawan java chip frappucino kesukaan ku..

klu citer pasal minum ice blended ni kan.. teringat aku masa year 2006.. gi manchester.. minum cafe nero... bestnya... harga cuma 2.5 pound jer...tapi klu dah minum tu jgn ler convert duit mesia.. .mmg terasa kemahalannya....cumanya aku rasa skg ni duit mesia makin lama makin kecik jer...

uwa....camana nak gi holiday lagi ni... :-(

exam mood.

Currently I'm in no mood to work...ergh.. the final exam will be in 3 weeks time.. and I still didn't start anything yet..well adalah baca skt.. tapi tak masuk kat otak ni..HOW???

Since the exam is approching and endless open house in the weekend...I think I have to make sacrifices.. of not attending open house anymore...Studying is the most important thing now if I want to score big....

InsyaAllah everything will turn out well if I work harder right....Amin...
Actually.. skg ni.. tgh giler surf facebook..I've met a lot of Uni friends and school mate thru that...
Rasa seronok gielr tgk perubahan dia org..
Ada yg kata aku tak berubah gitu... awet mudakah aku.?
Uwek..sila muntah yer...

eid 2008

well, eid this year is celebrated with simple but happy.
Almost all of my siblings were here in JB, only 2 0f my sisters were not there.. I have 11 siblings mind you.. so the thought of having 9 of them is good already...

The celebration was ok, most of my cousins came to the house on the first day..which make me very exhausted... but it was fun seeing all of them..Not may picture were taken since I'm busy at the dapur.. hidangkan makanan n buat air...smpi aku pun tak kira berapa byk kali dah buat air..

And the sad things is that I have to work on the 3rd day of syawal...
Bosan giler @ the office... bayangkan ada 4 org jer in my dept.. sume nya cina...
Ehm.. so today I have no mood to do the work...
Only chatting n blog hopping... haha.. pemalas giler aku..
Next week dah start kelas balik dah.. ehm..

Anyway.. aku pun blog hopping n jumpa this piece of story...
touching giler..baca lah yer smpi habis..

From the very beginning, girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy, saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him. Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrelled very often. Though the girl loved the guy deeply, she always asked him: "How deep is your love for me?" As the guy is not good with his words, this often caused the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the gal often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endured it in silence.After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies overseas.

Before leaving, he proposed to the gal: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?" The girl agreed & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he left, they got engaged. The gal went out to the working society whereas the guy was overseas continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it was hard but both never thought of giving up. One day, while the gal was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realized that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She had lost her voice. The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down. During the stay in hospital besides silence cry, it's still just silence cry that accompanied her.

Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer. With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, countless of phonecalls. All the gal could do, besides crying, is still crying. The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy. With a new environment, the gal learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy.

One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him. A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing a invitation card for the guy's wedding. the gal was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead. When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language to tell her "I've spent a year to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You." With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The gal finally smiled.

Treat every relationship as if it's the last one, then you'll know how to give. Treat every moment as is it's the last day, then you'll know how to treasure. Treasure what you have right now or else you will regret one day.-i love you-

iftar at new york hotel

yesterday, the office made the arrangement for iftar at New York Hotel...
It's located at 11th floor since there are around 90+ of us and the company decided to book one room for that matter....

The food was good ada udang, ketam, roasted lamp, kupang bakar, daging,ikan, semualah sedap... especially durian goreng.. yum yum... especially when its hot...
Rasa dia mcm cempedak goreng.. tapi lagi sedap...

There are a lot of food.. smpi tak termakan... the desert also good....
Overall, nice company.. and I enjoy it... Now let's wait for te CNY dinner next year....
Erk.. aku ni fikir pasal makan jer.. manalah nak kurus...pose ni kurang sekilo jer.. cis...

mood raya sudah tiba..

Now it's already the september 24th... huhu.. only 6 days to go for raya...
aha...and the best things is .. my new sofa set and bedroom set is already here...
huhu.... order kat kedai perabot biasa jer lagi senang... order hari isnin... selasa petang dah sampai...aku banned cavenzi smpi bila2...

huhu.. and yesterday tidur kat katil baru... lain sungguh rasanya... er..ayat poyo...
ehm.. what else.. i have yet to purchase my raya cookies... if time permits.. maybe i'll go on this saturday....and esok ada majlis berbuka puasa kat new york hotel.. org kata durian goreng sedap...entahlah aku tak pernah try pun.. nanti esok citer mcm mana rasanya...

till then.. happy raya everyone...may u have a wonderful raya.. and maaf zahir batin..

cavenzi yg hampeh

erk.. i'm so pissed off with cavenzi..
on 31st august, i place an order for a bedroom set and sofa set...
and the delivery date should be on 20th sept...

on 20th, i waited from morning.. until at night..and the result was... there's no sofa or bedroom set on that day... hampeh punya cavenzi.. masa order dulu ko kata boleh..

and on 21st, dgn hati yg panas... aku pun tepon cavenzi tu...
dia ckp.. kejap kak eh.. kita check dulu...nanti kita call...
aku call dia pkl 10... ada ke bg feedback blk pkl 12... tak ke bongek tu.. service lembab nak mampus...pastu bila dah call blk.. blh plak kata.. bedroom set akak ada... tapi sofa nak kena tunggu minggu depan...
apa?.. minggu depan.. confirm lah mmg takde ni...
so.. aku dgn hati panasnya..terus gi cavenzi blk...
minta refund...dah ler byr pakai kredit kad... nasib baik gak lah.. dia kata nanti akan bg balik duit guna check...
ni pun nak kena tunggu... maybe besok br dpt...
argh.. cavenzi.. this is the first and last time aku order ngan ko..

pastu. ptg tu dgn hati panas gi survey lagi sofa...yg tension nak survey ni plak... nak cari yg cun tapi murah..
suma yg aku berkenan harga 2500 ke atas....adui.. pening kepala aku ni....
ada sesapa tahu tak.. tmpt jual sofa yug best tp murah... n blh hantar kat umah cepat..
aku dah tension tahap dewa ni..

tensi

errgh... i been having lots of work lately... assignment actually... gilos... byk giler....
i only took 3 subject this semester.. but the workload mcm amik 5 paper..
luckily i didn't take project 1 this semester.. otherwise i'll go craaazy...
erk... i just hope that i can score this semester.. after the first and 2nd sem.. my result is not very good.. i think.. i know that i can do better but.... sometimes.. rasa malas giler nak bukak buku...

just now i've got my midsem result for network.. .alhamdulillah...good..
hopefully everything went well this semester... Amin.....

that's all for now.. i have 2 network assignment to submit before eid...

Ramadan is here....

Ramadan has arrived.. what makes me sad is that, normally when my father was around, everyday without fail we will have our maghrib prayer together, recited doa and salam my father...
And after that, when we go to terawih together, I miss walking with him, hearing his voice... he is the bilal ..so after rakaat 2 and 4, there will be a short doa recite by him.
And after he's gone..I hardly goes to the surau to perform tarawih.. since I will cry remembering this moment..

But nevertheless, I pray hard that he will be safe there... and my prayers and pahala will always go to him...Amin...

jakarta trip

The AA flight should be depart at 8.30 pm.. but then again.. as we know .. AA flight is delay for one hour.. and this is without notice..klu ad yg terperasan kat board dia tu.. perasanlah.. klu tak... menjawab lah tunggu...

The flight was ok... cumanya.. telinga berdengung giler.. sepanjang flight tu.. tak ke giler.. sepanjang flite lak tu.. for 1 hour and 45 min..

We stay at LeGrandeur Hotel... the hotel was good, beautiful and the service was fast..,it was interconnected with Mangga dua mall, ITC mangga dua and Bazar Pagi Mangga 2... and together all that.. it has 3500 shop..

We started shopping at Bazar Pagi since it's open at 10.00 a.m.. then continue to ITC mangga dua mall until 5.00 p.m..
FYI, the ITC mangga 2 opens at 11.00 am and close at 5.30pm..
It was a short trip.. but worth it....
For 1 juta rupiah.. i manage to get 7 blouse, one pants, 2 shirt for my nephew, 2 pairs of gown for my niece plus 2 nice hair clip plus 2 bags....itupun another 100rupiah buat beli kacang n kerepek...

So if u have only a few day for a jakarta trip.. pls stop by at this shopping mal..
U can find telekung, baju tidur,blouse, pants,baju baby,all sort of bag, cadar,alas meja..and many more..

*updated
This is what i manage to buy... ni tak termasuk 2 lagi blouse.. satu dah bg adik aku.. satu lagi basuh...
argh.. tak leh uploadlha gmbr.. later...

Off to Jakarta

Today I'll be going to Jakarta..
Will be staying here...http://www.legrandeurhotels.com/
Hopefully I have a nice shopping trip :-)
Yeeehaaaa...

Missing person

Yesterday, at the office, one of the remisier report of her missing daughter..
She was 29 years old having a acute depression and walk with limb..
Everybody in the office is trying very hard to search for her.. they went to the shopping centre, danga bay..
But until today, she's nowhere to be found...
They already lodge a report to the police.. but u know.. the police in Malaysia.. never bother about this case.. until someone is die or it involve a special person (V**)

I feel very sad for her.. and for her parents.. may Allah grant them strength and patience.. in this hard time..

Amin...

tired....

It has been ages that i update this blog... not in the mood to write.. but everyday.. i like to read other person blog.. :-) ..weird right.. am I a a stalker.. or a kepoci type???

But for those who know me... know that I'm not a kepoci type.. may be I just love to read.. esp.. those blog who written in English..
I find that it can help me improve my writing..

Arg..just want to update that last week...16th Aug.. i've been to singapore..
the immigration checkpoint in Sg is very strict.. they scan everything...including handbag..
While at Jb checkpoint.. they don't check anything...
No wonder people likes to go to Malaysia.. but on the other hand.. I feel like..it makes our beloved country is not a safe place..

I've been a victim of snatch thieves in year 2000... don't want to remember it..but it is very nervewrecking..

And this thursday..21 Aug.. i'll be flying to Jakarta.. hope I can find a good and cheap blouse for me.. yeeeha...

Poco Poco

Have u all heard about poco-poco....it's more like a line dance anyway..

I've heard it a few years ago.. but never bothered to get to know and learn how to do it...

Well, here it is.. currently my ofis is organizing an poco2 dance..and I made a decision to join it...

Its free anyway...and..I found that it is interesting....

At first, I thought it will only suitable for the elderly...but its not...

For the first timer like me... learn its moves is very enjoyable... and I sweat a lot...

Well, u may think since this is like a slow dance... u're wrong... we dance it follow the music.. if the music is fast... then u have to follow it and dance like crazy...

Haha... now I know a few steps and I can dance all night long.... no need to go clubbingg(macam lah pernah pegi pun sblm ni)..

That's all for now... next week is the beginning of the new semester...

i'm in looooooveeee

huhu... i'm in love.... with...Chris Noth a.k.a Mr Big...

I've just finish watching season 1 & 2 series Sex and The City.. and I fell in love instantly with this guy..

I think he's every girl dream for a man.. IS IT? Tall, handsome, a little bit reserved, success.. and his smile.. is really a killllling one....

I don't know about others, but me... definitely fallin for him...

huwa.... nak gak hubby mcm Mr.Big..

And for this weekend.. i think I'm gonna spend all my day watching him in the next season....

my best fren wedding

huhu.. akhirnya... z kawin gak.. i feel happy for her... for that she finally found her soulmate....
may she have a wonderful life ahead....
on the way to kl.. it was not a very bright day.. it's raining and a lot of car....
i think thru the journey.. i've seen.. maybe around 6 accidents... can u imagine....sigh.. luckily our journey is smooth and safe...
upon arrival at kl sentral... me n s went to mid valley... gosh ramainya org.... tak leh nak masuk kat vincci... even kat jusco pun mcm berebut2 nak tgk barang... agaknya org kl ni... mmg loaded2 sumenya....even nak beli air pun beratur panjang...

hari ahadnya gi wedding z....met with n and a few frens.. feels very happy to meet them.. how i miss my study days with them....
luv u alll my frens... all of u really makes my day....

p/s: aku ni asyik gi wedding org jer.. aku bila lagi...erk...hopefully soon...

no idea

pergh... lama sungguh tak update.. selalu baca blog org jer....
em... apa nak citer eh.. semalam tgk. citer P.S I love you...
sangatlah touching citer nya.... sedih ok.. .aku siap menangis nangis lagi....
I wish... I can have Gerry in my life...

busy lah..

as at now, i'm very busy.. but not with work.. but with the assignment.. and the final examination will be started on 21st april..
sigh... don't know whether i can score a... but hey.. if there is a will there is a way right....
now i must study hard n smart..

starting yesterday, i've take herbalife...
me wanting to kurus... not that i want to have a very slim figure.. i just want to have a bujur sirh muka... hahaha.. yes i have a chubyy face..
so as at yesterday.. my weight is 54 kg..
we'll see the improvement in a week...

ok... i just miss this girl.. my little niece

why i take master degree

em... this is the thing that i've been wondered for so many month....
finally i decided to complete despite all the stress and workload that i have now...
the basic reason now is i need my master degree to move from my current company...
i've been wanting to leave the company now. but doesn't want to move to kl or anywhere else until i'm married...
so i need this for a job movement... and hopefully if i'm not married when i'm completed my master.. then i must be able to secure another job in jb... wish me luck..

penat

this must have been a very loooooong week for me... i have 3 assignment to complete.. plus the test 2 might be coming and another assignment coming.. i feel like throwing up...
man.. why did i take my master degree....i guess i have to figure out the answer....
oh.. good news is i'm going over to my sister houser this weekend.. may i have a safe journey.. and enjoy every moment of it...

not feeling well

argh.. this week has been a not a good week for me.
first,there's a robber who want to rob my house... and guess what...they tried and managed to pull out 2 pieces of 'cermin' at 3.00 am... and lucky me to wake up.. other wise.. it would have been a different story...
secondly.. i'm down with fever again..within one month...argh...fever fever.. go away....
maybe becoz of the global warming effect...
haha.. or it could be the tension...lately i'm having a test... assignment that will due early next mth.. the other one is due end of next mth..and with the workload at the office...
now, i have to organize my work carefully..
anyone has a tip?

finally

Today remarks my first entry as a blogger... for so many month i've been reading people's blog and admiring them for being able to write in good english..
So, this is my time to brush up my writing skills and jot down a few moments of my life ...
Hope this is not just 'angan-angan.. come on ..caiyoo...