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its already 3 month that i didt update anything...

there's have been so many things happened to me

but the worst part is i lose my mother..

she passed away peacefully on 25th feb 2009... may Allah bless her..Amin..

now, actually i do want to blog about how she passed away.. but I couldn't..

the fact that i'm writing about her, already makes my eyes in tearss..

all I could say that its the biggest lost in my life...

never did I knew that it will take a toll in my life...

for the first time ever, i feel hopeless, loss, and sometimes i feel that i don't know how to go another day without having her in my life...

Me n my mother we need live separately, apart from when i went to UUM for study..

but still i still call her every other day, went home every two month, do my practical training and continue to work in JB.. just to be with her n my late dad...

Apart from that, i only separated with her when i go for a holiday..and that's all....

I'm not like the person who go for a boarding school and after that went to Uni and then continue to other places far from the parents place...

its just that I'm always being with her, and the fact that I can't be with her at the end of her life is killing me...

People say, Allah lebih sayangkan dia...tp sebenarnya... sangat susah nak menerima kenyataan...

A few days after she passed away, I kept googling to find out why it happened to me..

Adakah kafarah atas dosa aku ...or anything else...

Tapi lama kelamaan aku redha..Allah memudahkan pemergiannya..Allah tak mahu dia terseksa menanggung sakit yg lama..Kadang2 aku tgk org sakit ni..tak sembahyang.. jd bertambah dosanya...

Fast forward, then comes to the final exam..

I took 2 subject this sem, one of it was ok, but the other is hard...

I hope and pray that I can maintain a good result..Amin...

I hope that the future lies ahead for me is bright..Allah doesn't close one door without opening other...Amin...

Hanoi trip

Its been a while that i didn't update my blog..
there's nothing much to update .. plus i'm being lazy to write...

since now i'm in the mood of writing, i'm going to write about my trip to Hanoi on Feb 4 till Feb 9
the highlight of the trip was going to Sapa an Halong Bay which is very awesome experience.

The AA flite from Kuala Lumpur should be depart at 6.30 a.m but there are 10 vietnamese people who already check in but didn't board the flite.
It took a few announcement in Vietnamese language to call for them, but no response.
And to make it worse, all the luggage has to be unloaded to exclude their belongingss...
Serius.. aku tak tahu mana pegi lagi 10 org tu...rugi duit wooo.. dah lah korang tu orang susah...
Ok ni aku assume jer..klu orang senang mesti at least tahulah english skt2..

And after the unloading and loading, the flight depart at around 8 a.m..
and arrive in Hanoi around 11a.m. Luckily our hotel reps already there.
We took all our trip with Golden Sun Hotel.

On first day, we just walk around the old quarters area and also went to Dong Xuan Market.
There are lots of things sell there, butI didn't buy much since they quote us higher price and some of the things doesn't attract me. The only attraction for me is the beaded bag, but some of the design are out dated.

On first night, we board a train to Sapa. It was a train with bed and I think its quite nice. And only foreigner board this train. I can hardly see any Vietnamese people except tourist.
Trip in Sapa involves lots of trekking...and i find it quite refreshing to walk in a very cold weather. Aku rasa sbb tu lah orang putih byk jalan kaki compared to Asian people since tmpt dia orang tu sejuk jer..

We were in Sapa for two days, and on the second days we board the train to go back to Hanoi.
One more thing about the people in Hanoi, there are very punctual. So if you want to go there, better be on time.

We reach Hanoi around 5 a.m and freshen up a bit, after that, we went to Halong Bay at 8a.m
The trip to Halong Bay is awesome. There are only 10 people in our junk and the scenery, and weather is very nice....as i'm writing this, I already miss Halong Bay.
Later in the afternoon ,we went to Cave visit and the rest of the evening was lazying down....
Chit chat ting...And the next morning, we went for kayaking..
It's been like 10 years I didn't kayak, and this is a very good experience..

Overall, my trip to Hanoi, is the best trip ever. Since the winter start from December to Feb. pls chooose to go to Hanoi during this month and you won't regret it....

Chow... i did't post any photo since I already put in Fb...

palestine relief fund

Oh... it's really heartbreaking seeing our muslims friends in Gaza....
I really can't think why do peolpe wants a war...Why can't they satisfied with what they have right now? Can't they just being grateful?

They really bad people(The Israel).. but I've read somewhere in the books saying that Insya'Allah Allah will give the land to Palestine people.. So, in the meantime we have to pray and help them.

In my classroom, they are lots of middle east people. They are from Iraq, Yaman, Saudi, Iran..
But one things that i can see, is they have a strong will and keras hati, and some of them are really brilliant.....Klu dia kata dia nak.. akan usahakan smpi dpt..And they speak loudly too.
Klu kat tv.. kan selalu nmpk dia org cakap kuat2..It's just normal for them..

I've done my part, so why don't all of us send us the donation. May Allah help them and give patience to them...
You can donate to Mercy relief fund at here http://www.mercy.org.my/main/latestupdates/latestupdates/palestinerelieffund.html

big spender

hari tu aku tgk citer ALLY...topik pasal membeli belah..

secara jujurnya aku sgt setuju bila dia kata pempuan ni kuat beli belah...

cth yg Ally bg.. pempuan ni.. klu nak gi majlis, mmg akan beli baju baru...

antara org yg terkena btg hidung.. aku ler tu...

klu nak gi kawan2 kawin mesti nak buat baju baru.. takpun plg koman pun.. mesti baju tu tak penah pakai lagi kat event yg kawan2 aku ada... gilos tak...pastu Ally citer pasal impulse buyer.. mmg aku ler tu...kadang2 bila dah beli tu mcm menyesal lak..tak tahu bila nak pakai.. pastu rasa mcm tak sesuai jer ngan aku...

luckily aku ni bukan jenis yg beli kasut n beg smpi beriban2... aku tak kisah bab ni. .janji comfy n nmpk cantik jer.. nasib baik gak aku ni jenis yg bukan nak pakai sedondon ..dari atas ke bwh.. nak matching sume tu.. klu tak lagi lah selamat duit aku..

anyway..as new year skg ni.. aku nak simpan duit byk2.. blh gi holiday tmpt best2..

happy new year...

Sedar tak sedar.. dah setahun dah berlalu..

Ramai blogger yg tulis achievement and target for next year..

But my resolution is always the same for next year...

Tiap2 tahun cakap.. nak kuruskan badan and get married to someone that I love...

Tapinya.. since I haven't found the love of my life yet.. then I'll have to wait lah...

I don't want to sacrifice myself and get married for the sake of.. .everybody has married.. then I have to get married even though that I don't love him with all my heart..

May this year, I found him.. Amin...

And for 2009 year. .. i hope to graduate in my master program..It is very challenging to work and study at the same time... And for this semester is going to be worst... I have to do the research.. which is very hard...

May Allah grant me the strength and patience to complete it...Amin..

Ark.. baru ku sedar.. last year langsung aku tak pegi holiday... but never mind... I'm going to Hanoi in Feb this year and Bali again on this July.. yu hu.. can't wait for the trip...

This time in Balie, we're planning to do water raftign at Ayung river and watching dolphin at Singaraja...bestnya..

Arh.. fidah.. jgn lupa study...

kebosanan tahap maksima

Hari ni sungguh bosan giler.. smpi2 ofis jer..sume sistem down. .takleh nak connect dgn HQ server...
Patutnya bestlah kan.. blh surf net. .tapinya aku tak tahu nak surf apa lagi..rasa mcm sume dah hbs surf.....
Mlm semalam abg aku dtg umah...aku sebenarnya mcm hangin gak ler.. ada ker.. dtg umah pkl 10..klu dah gitu pkl brape nak baliknya.. penat beb.. esoknya kan nak kejer..
Hari ni sebenarnya nak habiskan sume outstanding.. tapi nak buek camano..

frustrated :-)

Hmms how do i begin with...

Not long ago I placed an order for a shoes. The step is to view which one you want, check if there is any size available and inform one of the runner here..
She takes an order for us here, place an order on the website and you just wait for your shoes to arrive..

But unfortunately the shoes arrives.. sgt lah lmbtnya.. mcm2 masalah plak yg timbul..
Smpi aku rasa mcm something fishy... and ask her.. klu lmbt sgt dptnya.. cancel jer lah.. at least dptlah duit balik..
Thru the website tu.. harganya murah. around 15 usd jer..pastu dah tmbh tax, shipping, handling pastu postage charge ke jb lg.. dah mahal..all in all. dkt 150 gak ler... yang tak tahan tu.. cost shipping ker jb..aku suh pakai poslaju.baru 6.50.. pastu dia kata nak guna express.. jdnya charge 15 hinggit.. bila smpi aku tgk shipping tu baru 8.40...apa kebendanya tu..

Tapi aku sabarkan gak.. kot2 ler kasut tu cantik... tp bila smpi.. alahai.. kualiti buruk ok..
hampeh.. and made it china...klu made in china tapi buatannya tu ok.. takpelah gak kan.. ini seriously mmg buruk...ada stain gam terkeluar lagi, and kasut tu.. ada part yg mcm dah faded..seriously guys..avoid buying stuff from this website.. http://www.gojane.com/.
Kasut tu.. buruknya.. mcm kasut kat kedai2 murah yg jual semua barangan dr china ...

Dr duit tu korang beli kasut dr tmpt tu.. baik amik kat vincci..or primavera.. more comfy and cun.

Aku pun tak tahu apsal blh terpengaruh beli brg tu..:-(

ni gmbrnya..