exam mood.

Currently I'm in no mood to work...ergh.. the final exam will be in 3 weeks time.. and I still didn't start anything yet..well adalah baca skt.. tapi tak masuk kat otak ni..HOW???

Since the exam is approching and endless open house in the weekend...I think I have to make sacrifices.. of not attending open house anymore...Studying is the most important thing now if I want to score big....

InsyaAllah everything will turn out well if I work harder right....Amin...
Actually.. skg ni.. tgh giler surf facebook..I've met a lot of Uni friends and school mate thru that...
Rasa seronok gielr tgk perubahan dia org..
Ada yg kata aku tak berubah gitu... awet mudakah aku.?
Uwek..sila muntah yer...

eid 2008

well, eid this year is celebrated with simple but happy.
Almost all of my siblings were here in JB, only 2 0f my sisters were not there.. I have 11 siblings mind you.. so the thought of having 9 of them is good already...

The celebration was ok, most of my cousins came to the house on the first day..which make me very exhausted... but it was fun seeing all of them..Not may picture were taken since I'm busy at the dapur.. hidangkan makanan n buat air...smpi aku pun tak kira berapa byk kali dah buat air..

And the sad things is that I have to work on the 3rd day of syawal...
Bosan giler @ the office... bayangkan ada 4 org jer in my dept.. sume nya cina...
Ehm.. so today I have no mood to do the work...
Only chatting n blog hopping... haha.. pemalas giler aku..
Next week dah start kelas balik dah.. ehm..

Anyway.. aku pun blog hopping n jumpa this piece of story...
touching giler..baca lah yer smpi habis..

From the very beginning, girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy, saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him. Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrelled very often. Though the girl loved the guy deeply, she always asked him: "How deep is your love for me?" As the guy is not good with his words, this often caused the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the gal often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endured it in silence.After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies overseas.

Before leaving, he proposed to the gal: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?" The girl agreed & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he left, they got engaged. The gal went out to the working society whereas the guy was overseas continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it was hard but both never thought of giving up. One day, while the gal was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realized that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She had lost her voice. The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down. During the stay in hospital besides silence cry, it's still just silence cry that accompanied her.

Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer. With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, countless of phonecalls. All the gal could do, besides crying, is still crying. The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy. With a new environment, the gal learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy.

One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him. A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing a invitation card for the guy's wedding. the gal was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead. When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language to tell her "I've spent a year to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You." With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The gal finally smiled.

Treat every relationship as if it's the last one, then you'll know how to give. Treat every moment as is it's the last day, then you'll know how to treasure. Treasure what you have right now or else you will regret one day.-i love you-

iftar at new york hotel

yesterday, the office made the arrangement for iftar at New York Hotel...
It's located at 11th floor since there are around 90+ of us and the company decided to book one room for that matter....

The food was good ada udang, ketam, roasted lamp, kupang bakar, daging,ikan, semualah sedap... especially durian goreng.. yum yum... especially when its hot...
Rasa dia mcm cempedak goreng.. tapi lagi sedap...

There are a lot of food.. smpi tak termakan... the desert also good....
Overall, nice company.. and I enjoy it... Now let's wait for te CNY dinner next year....
Erk.. aku ni fikir pasal makan jer.. manalah nak kurus...pose ni kurang sekilo jer.. cis...

mood raya sudah tiba..

Now it's already the september 24th... huhu.. only 6 days to go for raya...
aha...and the best things is .. my new sofa set and bedroom set is already here...
huhu.... order kat kedai perabot biasa jer lagi senang... order hari isnin... selasa petang dah sampai...aku banned cavenzi smpi bila2...

huhu.. and yesterday tidur kat katil baru... lain sungguh rasanya... er..ayat poyo...
ehm.. what else.. i have yet to purchase my raya cookies... if time permits.. maybe i'll go on this saturday....and esok ada majlis berbuka puasa kat new york hotel.. org kata durian goreng sedap...entahlah aku tak pernah try pun.. nanti esok citer mcm mana rasanya...

till then.. happy raya everyone...may u have a wonderful raya.. and maaf zahir batin..

cavenzi yg hampeh

erk.. i'm so pissed off with cavenzi..
on 31st august, i place an order for a bedroom set and sofa set...
and the delivery date should be on 20th sept...

on 20th, i waited from morning.. until at night..and the result was... there's no sofa or bedroom set on that day... hampeh punya cavenzi.. masa order dulu ko kata boleh..

and on 21st, dgn hati yg panas... aku pun tepon cavenzi tu...
dia ckp.. kejap kak eh.. kita check dulu...nanti kita call...
aku call dia pkl 10... ada ke bg feedback blk pkl 12... tak ke bongek tu.. service lembab nak mampus...pastu bila dah call blk.. blh plak kata.. bedroom set akak ada... tapi sofa nak kena tunggu minggu depan...
apa?.. minggu depan.. confirm lah mmg takde ni...
so.. aku dgn hati panasnya..terus gi cavenzi blk...
minta refund...dah ler byr pakai kredit kad... nasib baik gak lah.. dia kata nanti akan bg balik duit guna check...
ni pun nak kena tunggu... maybe besok br dpt...
argh.. cavenzi.. this is the first and last time aku order ngan ko..

pastu. ptg tu dgn hati panas gi survey lagi sofa...yg tension nak survey ni plak... nak cari yg cun tapi murah..
suma yg aku berkenan harga 2500 ke atas....adui.. pening kepala aku ni....
ada sesapa tahu tak.. tmpt jual sofa yug best tp murah... n blh hantar kat umah cepat..
aku dah tension tahap dewa ni..

tensi

errgh... i been having lots of work lately... assignment actually... gilos... byk giler....
i only took 3 subject this semester.. but the workload mcm amik 5 paper..
luckily i didn't take project 1 this semester.. otherwise i'll go craaazy...
erk... i just hope that i can score this semester.. after the first and 2nd sem.. my result is not very good.. i think.. i know that i can do better but.... sometimes.. rasa malas giler nak bukak buku...

just now i've got my midsem result for network.. .alhamdulillah...good..
hopefully everything went well this semester... Amin.....

that's all for now.. i have 2 network assignment to submit before eid...

Ramadan is here....

Ramadan has arrived.. what makes me sad is that, normally when my father was around, everyday without fail we will have our maghrib prayer together, recited doa and salam my father...
And after that, when we go to terawih together, I miss walking with him, hearing his voice... he is the bilal ..so after rakaat 2 and 4, there will be a short doa recite by him.
And after he's gone..I hardly goes to the surau to perform tarawih.. since I will cry remembering this moment..

But nevertheless, I pray hard that he will be safe there... and my prayers and pahala will always go to him...Amin...